i remember seeing these words in someone's blog "i am writing these words down, i need to get it outta my head" something along that line. hah! that was exactly how i felt last night, i actually made myself insomniac can you believe it! i was rather sleepy around 1 a.m. so i crawled to bed, prayed and thank the Lord before i doze off. but no, i didnt instead my mind started to wander, then ideas came flooding in..there were so many things happening in my mind that i no longer feeling sleepy but physically, i WAS. T.T ok, i can't sleep. i also can't write words that rhyme. in my mind, i was thinking that i need to tell the world i can't write words that rhyme. nooooo, i lied at the introduction to my story :( the thing is, i wrote a song. A song titled For You written 4 days ago, still a work in progress. the melodies are a little uncoordinated, it's in Key A (A F#m C#m E) for the intro. the chorus is supposed to be A, E, A, E and that's it, missy got music block :( no actually. i sort of finished composing :D but it sounded weird. ahahahahaha! and the lyrics go like this..verse 1 : This quiet night i breathe now, i breathe now, in awe.. Your precious love embrace me, embrace me, for ever.. ok i shall continue another day. *shy* : then the thoughts of sharing a guitar guide for beginners crossed my mind. a very basic one based on my experience. going to put this in a new post. i also got the idea of writing on self-esteem. and while i was still being put off sleep, my subconscious mind reminded me of another issue. it seldom bothers me until my uncle shared with me earlier that day bout his stories from his work experience and asked me to quit being nice to everybody. corporate world and it's business, it's population, a different league of love, struggles and obsessions. the world is corruptible and has been so, i am aware of it and i thank God for His protection of core values and purposes. the world has played it that way, people played along and change, i pray for wisdom to reach out to them and to stay in tuned with my core values. these were my thoughts yesterday night. from sleepiness to songwriting to guitar guide to self-esteem to business. also an off-track of jeffrey dean morgan and the likes. lol. bedtime is not sleeping time after all. Fuhhhh, speaking of letting it outta my head ! i have the responsibility to execute now. :