I almost forgotten how to express myself in written words, and there is another thing, my verbal expression seems to be failing too. It’s coming slowly, very slow..perhaps nobody notices but I do and it’s terrifying. what is it? I am not as healthy as I thought. And my pharynx hurts everytime I swallow, a solitary left side ache. It feels like all my food simply get jammed there everytime I eat. Huhu. I has to get a medical check up. and extract tooth! ..i miss serving. i miss the Lord's presence.