a monologue-spree, it's driving me crazy. hmm, i think it's funny.. my mind is intelligent as it is on its own. it's rather hard to not indulge excessively in whatever i am supposed to do and it's so easy to fall out from what i am supposed to want to be. as we get older, we tend to be more reserved huh. but that doesn't mean i stop caring. i am fine. love-chilled. i am learning how to practise that on a daily basis. you know, i want to..say something. my mind is really really really growing an idea. not yet.. it's not vague but i am not there yet, so i am still trying to figure them out.. things. hmm.. till then i will stay on-track. there is nothing easier than to be a complacent sinner.. how i am not a stranger to that. and i see my reflection everywhere. but God is graceful. He knows you better than you yourself, me better than i do. you have your freewill and the easiest is never good but always the favourite. what do you do for living? 'living'. living..? living...