a monologue-spree, it's driving me crazy. hmm, i think it's funny.. my mind is intelligent as it is on its own. it's rather hard to not indulge excessively in whatever i am supposed to do and it's so easy to fall out from what i am supposed to want to be. as we get older, we tend to be more reserved huh. but that doesn't mean i stop caring. i am fine. love-chilled. i am learning how to practise that on a daily basis. you know, i want to..say something. my mind is really really really growing an idea. not yet.. it's not vague but i am not there yet, so i am still trying to figure them out.. things. hmm.. till then i will stay on-track. there is nothing easier than to be a complacent sinner.. how i am not a stranger to that. and i see my reflection everywhere. but God is graceful. He knows you better than you yourself, me better than i do. you have your freewill and the easiest is never good but always the favourite. what do you do for living? 'living'. living..? living...

yeah, it's not always easy but i will try. the day is the day where He has made and i will rejoice in it. good morning and i have heard of the morning star, could it be the sun. the sun, the center of the universe, encircled by all the others. how vast is the universe, the word universal is used to describe worldly, what about the universe itself, infinite? don't you think each of us is just like the size of a microbe if compared to the size of the earth, smaller than a speck of dust.. the universe is infinite and i am infinitesimal. we all are. people always say, only god knows why. how. when. who. whatever Wh questions you can think of, without really appreciating the existence of God. and oh my god. My God knows me. and each and everyone of us. who are all infinitesimal. i am not mocking but i am at awe because God, He knows me. and i go wordless as i am thinking of it. i wish i could wake up everyday and appreciate this. He who stood before creation and spoke the earth into motion knows me and all of His creations, each and everyone of us, to whom i can never comprehend. and we are significant to this master of the infinite universe. ..

You breathed man into life but are denied by man, You made science possible but science makes god-proof. yet, so much affection for all rejections. God, how do we deserve You.. how.

how blank yet so alive

what hath she? no love is greater than Thine, she hath nth but all, all that never lasts, oh her hearth is grieved! Thou art the beginning and the end, and the only One. she hath her mind cease, but her spirit soars, to the ocean and to the sky, oh so high! she couldst ride on clouds of joy and sing of Thy love.. what a marvelous sight.. she give thanks to Thee.

lifeless two weeks..

wake up. do you remember how you were like?

few in que

laugh out loud.

facebook is a bore.